Thursday, December 27, 2012
The amazing friday the 21th
I haven't written on here for about three weeks now. The reason for this is that I have been busy, unfortunately not with artwork. I have been working full-time on a telephone job for three weeks. I thought telephone work would be one of the worst jobs to do.. To be honest, I don't dislike it at all. It feels very organised and I honestly feel helpful. And it helps pay my rent. In the new year luckily I'll have more time to go back to my studio, I look forward to it very much.
And now onto more interesting stuff. I wonder how all of you experienced the 21th of december? I had been looking forward to it for a long time now, I anticipated it would kind of be like a climax, something heavy. I desired to feel it. I planned to go to a ceremony and a party that evening.
I guess I wanted to shape that day way too much, it didn't go the way I imagined it, at all. Firstly, I got sick in the morning. Then as the day went on, I was so tired that I just wanted to sleep. I didn't go to the party. I didn't make time to meditate and feel the energy as I thought I would surely do. The day just went by and even if I didn't feel as 'normal', I didn't feel the things I hoped I would feel.
I did have some crazy colourful dreams and in the weekend I thought I could feel everything a lot more intensely. I imagine all days from now on to be 'the days after the 21th', but I'm not sure if that is really important. And we're already rapidly approaching 2013. Time is flying and like every year, that somehow makes me panic a bit. The time goes! I need to do so many more things! I have so much I still want to do!
So what was your friday the 21th like? Do you feel like the days feel different now? And did you dream of butterflies as well?
op 8:18 PM